SHIT FML !!

I realized that I REALLY CANT TALK WITH THEM ! Honestly.

我完全無法跟他們溝通 蠻不講理的人 ! TMD !

I'm very SAD and MAD ! ARGH ! I cant go on , those feelings are so wrong.

I hope I CAN GO BANG THE WALL . 

Once I get EMO , I will think of you. IDK WHY JUST SO RANDOM!

WTF ! Kill me yes kill me I will feel better. 

Maybe you can say I'm soooo childish. Childish until so stupid.

My dad NOT ALLOW me to work. He say he can gimme whatever I want.

WHAT A JOKE DADDY ! o0o !

I don't understand why. Seriously I don't !

But what I can get in this conclusion is , 

MY FAMILY MEMBERS DON'T UNDERSTAND ME WELL ONLY MY FRIENDS DO.

I HATE MY DAD I HATE MY MUM I HATE MY SIS 

I HATE EVERYONE OF THEM ! I HATE!!!

My mood is just like a PIECE OF SHIT ! SHIT YOU KNOW ?! SHIT !!!

I cant CHILL . I cant calm down . I CANT!

Once I think of them , I WILL CRY.

Idk why. I felt so downnnnnnnn and emo.

This feelings disappear long time but now it appear again. 

Since he leave till now.

I cant control my tears. CANT! Once I wanna talk with them , my tears off.

He said I'm still SMALL ! SMALL !!!!!!!! Muahahahahahaha so funny right?

Everyone can work but why ONLY ME ?! o0o

I NEED MONEY I WANT MONEY ! Not only this , I WANNA HAVE FUN TOO!

Buy me an I-PHONE , I-PAD , AND MY LEE HOM CONCERT TICKET RM488!

I DARE YOU DADDY! IF YOU DID I WILL NEVER WANT TO WORK AGAIN!

...

But I know HE WILL NEVER DID! I dunno what to do now.

SO BLANK MY MIND ! EVERYTHING ARE SO WRONG NOW.

I seriously feel very BAD ! SO BAD SOOOOOOOOOO BAD !

What I WANT TO LET YOU KNOW ! YOU WILL REGRET ON WHAT YOU DID.

Nahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh LET's SEE !

I'm a BAD GIRL , SO WHAT ?! I DON'T CARE ! DON'T EVER !

You don't care my feelings so what's the point I care yours? RIGHT?!

或許你覺得我很不成熟。

I'm planning my holidays. without any work.

I wanna overnight in my friend's house.

I wanna hang out with my friends. EVERYDAY ! 

I WANNA GO OUT EVERYDAY IF I CAN ! 

NO MONEY?! ASK FROM HE LAA ! HE GOT SOOOOOOO MUCH MONEY!!!

I will face my computer and tv everyday if I'm in home.

REMEMBER ! This is your false. Is you make me pass my holiday LIKE THIS!

FML ! 

Sorry for disturb you. Leave me alone. I will be better.

I tot my life will be better but actually not. It became worst.

SIGH!